Another Milestone!!!

wow...what guts!! I am sitting in my office and posting this story....hope my manager doesnt read this story!! :P

well, what is this story about? Ofcourse it is about me and my life! Just wanted to document whats happening in my life and then take it on from there...

Last 6 months life has changed a great deal

At Home

Brother not there in town for a month ....parents pestering me to get married (lol...pestering was a li'l exaggeration, they have just asked me couple of times)....Planning for a new house in couple of years and planning to save some money for that....After I bought my new car, i10, we have been able to travel around comfortably...I am sort of a driver these days :P...just understanding how money can be so important...got to buy so many things in so less money and time...shall I start smuggling goods into India? :P

Determined to lose weight this time, planning to buy a bicycle...fitness is also costly...


At Office

My new spikes was appreciated a lot...I have finally got into the groove and bonded with people, phew! it was hard...learning it the hard way, trying to overcome petty politics and challenges....people know I have it in me, but I have to prove things yet...this year I have taken many tasks and feel I'll die doing all that by the end of the year...still struggling to fill my M.S application form....but regretting losing time and not going abroad for studies....well, that is life for you, it cant be planned....and yeah, really enjoying the car pool. feels great as of now...but I hope I will be able to accomplish my goals with all this

Life

Feels like I am getting old and useless day by day :-)I am putting on weight a lot and I wish getting a girl would be so easy.....I am getting afraid of the institution called marriage as I dont know what to talk when a girl is in front of me...feeling both nervous and embarrassed...still want to find a girl on my own but somehow either luck is not in my favour or my looks are not in my favour :-)


Theatre

Ha...here comes the most ambitious and ambiguous venture of my life...the feeling and appreciation I get for the first 5 minutes after I get down from the stage has kept me going, it has been the only motivation factor....this is the craziest part of my life, one thing which sets me apart from others...many things have changed in wemove, I have got more responsibility and even more expectations from me, no idea if I can justify...really wondering if it is all the worth and can this continue after next two years....can I make my life out of it? who will answer these questions? atleast I cant!! Sometimes I feel like running away somewhere as it is so hard to fulfill those expectations people have from you. Sometimes I feel very sad that my weekends are not relaxed and fun filled like all others around me. Sometimes I feel like it is sad that I cant go out with friends when I want, Sometimes I feel envious seeing people doing great in their profession as I cant dedicate that time for mine....but choices in life come with sacrifices and this one has not been very easy...got to see how far this crazy part of my life goes....

Books?

Omg!!! I cant believe I still read books between all this, these days I am more into Kannada books as there are so many good ones unexplored...but in between read some Malgudi stories and finished SudhaMurthy's Dollar Bahu ...read half of Jayant Kaikini's Short stories, yet to open Toofan mail written by JK again....